I hate mouths

Hey everyone!
So today I finally had a beloved Friday off of guard. So I decided to use it wisely, or somewhat wisely. What's sad is that I always try to have good use of my time but I always get distracted. Well, I chilled in my room for a while after I got home at least. And then I cleaned it up a bit. So I guess I used my time somewhat wisely. Anyways The reason that I didn't have guard today is because of a man named Daniel Wiles. Who is the Avon colorguard coach. It seems silly that we'd be associated with him considering Avon and my high school are kind of rivals. But he helps us in winter guard staging. So he's going to come to our school Sunday and see our show and see if any changes need to be made. But, a 3 hour practice is replaced with a 5 hour practice...Yeah that's not exactly the best sounding deal now is it. Though it may seem a bad deal, we mostly just sit while they think to themselves about what would make the show better. So that's okay with me. Perfectly fine actually. Anyways the REAL reason that I wished to blog today is because of a person. It's not any type of gossip or anything out of the ordinary me. The person is a guy that I have had a crush on for about a week maybe more. So, creepy me. I decided to draw him. And before you start jumping to conclusions about how delirious I am I guess I'll get straight to the point...All I did was draw The phantom of the opera. So calm down will you? I did nothing wrong. In fact there's been many people drawing Gerard Butler. Except I absolutely hate drawing his mouth. I don't care how great the shading is if only the mouth were right. I've tried so many times to get the right mouth. It's hard to do! Before I took my little break from drawing I was horrible at noses but okay with mouths. Now its the other way around. It's nearly impossible to get just the right curve of the corner of the mouth without it looking like a smile. Not to mention it's suppose to be a serious straight face. So yeah, you can laugh at the mouth all you want hahaha it doesn't look anything like the picture I know. But I tried my best okay? Here it is

Go ahead! Tell me how completely different it is from the picture! But you try to get that mouth! I mean I'll try my best to fix it as much as humanly possible but hey. I did the best that I could at that moment. Oh and the next time you see me I'll most likely be carrying this picture around trying to figure out how on earth to make it better. I'm crazy some people think that its perfect but sadly I'm a perfectionist and the mouth in my opinion looks nothing like it. So I have to fix it immediately. 

Sincerely, 

Tinkerbell